Saturday, October 22, 2005
{ 11:33 PM }
i mistook sumone good for a bad person. o men. i tink i'm rather rash or..or..should i say...it's bcuz of ____. i tink the way ppl say things cn realli spoil relationship. muz mind the way u tok. yr emothion n the way u put it in. feel vv bad. i said many sorries, but it's of no help. the guilt is not washed. it's still dere. i'm sorrie. i'm rash. grrr..too rash. i hate it. does it mean all arians r rash n like niu2 pi2 qi4 like tt? o mien. i sux lor. kip feeling bad this few days. i suddenli like simple plan de welcome to my life. suddenli feel it's vv nice. juz spell out my life. the way ppl treat me. cn i not feel left out? i dunt tink we belong in dere. the way things r made n this n that. will dere b anione who'll b saying "welcome to my life to me?" nobody understands me. i'm on the verge of breaking down, i'm lost, i'm left out in the dark. i dunt one wat to do. no one's dere to save me. i'm afraid i'm falling again. i promise i'll neva slack again. i muz get into 8lit. muz. he. wat a sunday morning. went swimming n dhen had guzheng later at one. haiz. bored day.